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  <title type="text">Taivas varjele mitä sieltä tulee</title>
  <updated>2019-09-27T02:26:25+03:00</updated>
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    <title type="html"><![CDATA[pikku kätösillä hyvä lopputulos, murskattu ihmisen kaltaisen valmiste]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[kultapieni<br />
sinä murskaat minut pikku käsilläsi<br />
olet vaimoni<br />
rakas vaimoni<br />
ja murskaat minut pikku hiljaa, päivä kerrallaan<br />
150 päivää vielä niin olen täysin murskattu<br />
sitäkö sinä haluat<br />
hiljaa sinä minut murskaat<br />
katso minua<br />
et uskalla<br />
koska valheesi tulee näkyviin<br />
näen sen mutta<br />
sinulla ei ole selkärankaa<br />
ei koskaan ollutkaan<br />
olet säälittävä<br />
mutta vahva koska pikku hiljaa sinä minut murskaat<br />
kultapieni<br />
pikku hiljaa sinä minut murskaat<br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-11-30T11:59:01+02:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:16+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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    <title type="html"><![CDATA[katson elämääni ]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[kuin peiliä<br />
josta heijastuu<br />
hetket<br />
kauniit<br />
hetket jotka haaskasin<br />
katson kuvaasi<br />
siinä siniset silmäsi säteilevät<br />
olet onnellinen<br />
nyt tuntuu siltä kuin olisit poissa<br />
missä sinä olet nyt<br />
missä minä olen nyt<br />
en ole tässä<br />
en ole täällä<br />
meitä ei ollutkaan<br />
miksi tämä on niin vaikeaa<br />
odotan maailman tappiin<br />
asti<br />
ja senkin jälkeen<br />
olen yhä tässä nurkassa<br />
ja odotan<br />
sinua<br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-11-12T12:17:01+02:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:19+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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    <title type="html"><![CDATA[I went to New York City]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Why not<br />
I said<br />
and so we took a trip<br />
to New York City<br /><br />
look at all the people in the Big Apple<br />
like ants<br />
they run from place to place<br /><br />
in Buffalo<br />
we saw two people sitting by the street<br />
panhandlers<br /><br />
whaddayaknow<br /><br />
the Canadian flag here is slightly lower than the flag of the United States of America<br />
Good old America<br /><br />
I sip my cherry flavored drink<br />
this hamburger tastes good<br /><br />
We saw the Niagara Falls<br />
We went on the boat<br />
heard the roar<br /><br />
We went to Canada O Canada<br />
saw the horseshoe<br />
which was nice<br /><br />
Boston good old Boston<br />
we saw the penguins in the water park<br />
dancing away like little stars<br /><br />
I saw the shark<br />
all of a sudden it appeared from nowhere<br />
while I was looking at the tortoise<br />
and the fish<br /><br /><br /><br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-23T15:33:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:22+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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  <entry>
    <title type="html"><![CDATA[Sweet pumpkin pie]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[I listened to "Disarm"<br />
I listened to you<br />
telling me sweet little stories<br />
I listened to the radio<br />
I watched a video<br />
I got me a DVD even<br />
I have it alright now<br /><br />
In this mess that we call life<br />
in this chaos<br />
there is the thin red line<br />
the quiet voice<br />
which says: fear not<br /><br />
I sit on the balcony<br />
in tears<br />
all this after all these years<br />
I think in rhyme<br />
toss me another dime<br /><br />
The only thing I can't run away from is myself<br />
I look into the mirror and see<br />
a man almost thirty three minus two<br />
still got the blues<br />
you bought yourself new shoes<br />
I stand up now<br />
on my very own two feet<br />
like a man<br />
should<br /><br />
take this pain from me<br />
God<br />
I can't take this<br />
I can't fake this anymore<br /><br />
Confusion spreads out like a blanket over me<br />
just say yes or no<br />
please<br />
say please<br />
she will never say please come back<br />
she will say please stand still in your box<br />
in your distant corner<br />
heart shaped boxes come in many sizes<br />
or is this box shaped by memories only<br />
memories that I will soon forget<br />
all this I will soon forget<br /><br />
Finland - the land of sweet bitterness<br />
stubborn folk<br />
I bang my head on this wall<br />
once again<br />
it hurts<br />
it's the Great Wall of China it's the Wall of Berlin<br />
up once again<br /><br />
This feels so stupid but I need to say all this<br />
let it all out now<br />
I wait until the wall comes crumbling down<br />
tear down this wall, darling<br />
tear down this wall<br /><br />
God, lift me up when I fall<br />
open up this box<br />
release me<br />
from this prison<br />
I lift these weights at the gym like a prisoner should<br /><br />
I built all these castles of sand<br />
I built all of them on sand<br />
now back on the rock<br />
I stand - not alone<br />
I'm never alone<br />
God you're here with me<br /><br />
I look at all the structures made by man<br />
They will all come crumbling down<br />
Did we go to the Moon<br />
Did we go to Mars<br />
Did we fly to Jupiter and see all the stars<br /><br />
Darling, do you have the "balls" to show some backbone<br />
show me some backbone, honey<br />
stand up like a woman now<br />
you're a woman now, you're living your dream<br />
During that fleeting moment at school<br />
you remember me but soon forget<br />
in the middle of all that noise - sewing machines<br />
you suddenly hear my voice<br />
it says: I love you still<br />
If love were a vending machine I'd go for a re-fill<br />
now<br />
see that little cow, darling,<br />
take this flower<br />
let's go rural<br />
and grow a mural<br /><br />
not all of the native americans are in this canoo<br />
play the didgeridoo<br />
play it loud<br />
play it loud<br /><br />
dance with me<br /><br />
let's go into the woods and forget about all this<br />
I'm from the woods, I'm still in the woods in my head<br />
in the middle of all this city life<br />
I'm a redneck alright<br /><br />
lakeside silence<br />
this pond does not have any fish<br />
they all escaped<br />
to Switzerland<br />
they grew wings<br />
and went to Zurich to work for the local clocksmith<br />
Am I losing it<br />
are you losing it<br />
are we losing it, darling<br />
the grip on something big boys call marriage<br />
darling<br />
the District Court of Helsinki awaits your application<br /><br /><br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-23T15:09:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:25+03:00</updated>
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    <title type="html"><![CDATA[Clear blue sky]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[(jämähin nyt tähän sinitaivas aiheeseen)<br /><br />
Clear blue sky<br />
die memory die<br />
all this is a dream<br />
who the fuck are you<br />
who the fuck am I<br />
pardon the French<br />
but what the fuck is this<br /><br />
We never failed<br />
We never even tried<br />
We never failed<br />
We never even tried<br /><br />
You put me in this box<br />
You will never let me out<br />
I'm here, sitting in the corner<br />
Bleeding my heart out<br />
emo kids mow their lawns with apathy<br />
I'm no emo kid<br />
I'm an adult<br />
but it's "fun" to sink in this misery<br />
go down like Titanic<br /><br />
But:<br /><br />
I resist<br />
I resist<br />
self pity<br /><br />
water pit<br />
ahead<br />
I survived<br />
I made it<br />
I will never give up<br /><br />
Cooper<br />
Party Pooper<br />
12 minutes<br />
This is a test<br />
This is the hill<br />
This is the skill<br />
I need<br />
to survive<br /><br />
All this "poetry" is just babbling<br />
our world is filled with  noise<br />
no one hears anyone else's voice<br />
mankind built castles<br />
of sand<br />
on no man's land<br />
we see people fighting<br />
dying<br />
for freedom<br />
freedom to be indebted<br />
for life<br /><br />
I resist<br />
I resist<br /><br />
Ski jumper goes singing<br />
Hemohes skiiers choke on their lies<br />
We never failed<br />
the test<br />
we never even tried<br /><br />
At one point, something inside of me died<br /><br />
Look into the eyes of a cross country skiiers<br />
Her watery eyes reveal the lie<br />
Refusal to answer the questions<br />
says a lot - the silence is deafening<br /><br />
Why am I writing this?<br />
I guess I'm tired of self pity<br />
feeling sorry for myself<br />
that is over for now<br />
no need for it anymore<br />
I lift my chin up<br />
keep my head up<br />
and wait for the body check<br />
what this is not ice hockey<br />
but who cares<br />
I know I don't<br />
all that matters is that I tried<br />
"all I had I gave"<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-23T14:41:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:27+03:00</updated>
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    <title type="html"><![CDATA[Slowly you break me]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[Slowly you break me, darling<br />
Slowly you tear me into pieces<br />
Watch me fall down<br />
you tear my heart out and stomp on it<br />
with your feet<br />
you crush me with your little hands<br />
I'm a piece of paper<br />
you toss me away like a stone hits the ocean<br />
the surface is so smooth<br />
we never wanted<br />
too much<br />
you fail to remember my existence<br />
Did "we" ever exist<br />
was it just you and me<br />
never will I ask you to do anything for me<br />
again<br />
you crush me with your little hands<br />
your blue eyes turn me to stone<br />
the ice in your eyes<br />
the ice in  your hands<br />
you pour it on me<br />
I turn to ice<br />
you turn me to ice<br />
you turn me to ash<br />
you turn me to stone<br />
I never failed<br />
this badly<br />
until now<br />
you saw me there wearing a dark suit<br />
that August I wore a dark suit<br />
you never<br />
I never<br />
we never<br />
failed<br />
this badly<br />
until now<br />
That August I wore a dark suit<br />
the sun was shining<br />
the sky was<br />
blue<br />
your eyes are blue<br />
is there a link<br />
 here that I just don't see<br />
I fail to see<br />
you fail me<br />
I failed you once again<br />
We failed  once again<br />
dysfunctional<br /><br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-23T14:21:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:30+03:00</updated>
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  <entry>
    <title type="html"><![CDATA[tahdon]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[yhä rakastaa]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-03T11:27:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:32+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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  <entry>
    <title type="html"><![CDATA[harmaa]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[häivähdys menneestä<br />
tuskaa<br />
loskaa<br />
roskaa<br />
ja vähän vielä lisää tuskaa<br />
valeoppositiot eksyttävät kansaa<br />
kaikki astuvat samaan vanhaan ansaan<br />
bilderberg bilderberg bilderberg<br />
oikeutta ei ole Suomessa enää<br />
eikä sananvapautta<br />
oikeuskansleri sotkee paperit ja leimaa leimasimellaan tähänkin paperiin valheen<br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-03T11:25:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:34+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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  <entry>
    <title type="html"><![CDATA[hajoan]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[hajoan tähän paikkaan<br />
kaikki on myyty<br />
koko maa on miehitetty typeryydellä<br />
ihmiset poukkoilevat shokkivartit raksuttavat aikaa<br />
kulutuskulttuurin lumoavaa taikaa<br />
juoksen pakoon metsään<br />
jään sinne<br />
jäädyn sinne<br />
ruotsalainen kansanmusiikki - hevi - soi kuulokkeissani<br />
miksi tämä on näin vaikeaa<br />
tiedän kaiken<br />
ja se vapauttaa<br />
teeskentelyä teeskentelyn perään<br />
puhuvat päät jolisevat joutavia radioissa televisioissa facebookeissa ja twitterissä<br />
kirjoitan tähän turhaa paskaa<br />
ihmiskunta on sekaisin<br />
naiset laittavat tekoparrat naamaan new yorkissa<br />
saksassa mies ja poika kulkevat mekoissa<br />
kukaan ei tiedä kuka on<br />
nainen ja kuka mies<br />
kaikki ovat jotain metroseksuaaleja<br />
pidän itseni miehenä<br />
kasvatan parran jotta tajuat että olen mies<br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-03T11:22:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:37+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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  <entry>
    <title type="html"><![CDATA[vem är jag]]></title>
    <summary type="html"><![CDATA[det vet jag inte<br />
var är jag det vet jag inte<br />
mina drömmar är död<br />
dina lilla händer slår dem bort kastar dem ut<br /><br />
varför är du inte här<br />
värför är jag inte där<br />
jag måste gå nu<br />
du måste stanna där<br />
vi ska se oss<br />
i det eviga livet<br /><br />
du skrattar med nån annat<br />
du är kalt<br />
jag är kalt<br />
här under sjöns spegelblanka yta<br />
mörkhet upprepar ditt namn<br />
jag glömde vad vi var<br />
vi gifte oss<br /><br />
ge mig gift<br />]]></summary>
    <published>2012-10-02T15:12:01+03:00</published>
    <updated>2019-09-27T02:24:40+03:00</updated>
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      <name>Ei nimeä</name>
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