kultapieni
sinä murskaat minut pikku käsilläsi
olet vaimoni
rakas vaimoni
ja murskaat minut pikku hiljaa, päivä kerrallaan
150 päivää vielä niin olen täysin murskattu
sitäkö sinä haluat
hiljaa sinä minut murskaat
katso minua
et uskalla
koska valheesi tulee näkyviin
näen sen mutta
sinulla ei ole selkärankaa
ei koskaan ollutkaan
olet säälittävä
mutta vahva koska pikku hiljaa sinä minut murskaat
kultapieni
pikku hiljaa sinä minut murskaat

kuin peiliä
josta heijastuu
hetket
kauniit
hetket jotka haaskasin
katson kuvaasi
siinä siniset silmäsi säteilevät
olet onnellinen
nyt tuntuu siltä kuin olisit poissa
missä sinä olet nyt
missä minä olen nyt
en ole tässä
en ole täällä
meitä ei ollutkaan
miksi tämä on niin vaikeaa
odotan maailman tappiin
asti
ja senkin jälkeen
olen yhä tässä nurkassa
ja odotan
sinua

Why not
I said
and so we took a trip
to New York City

look at all the people in the Big Apple
like ants
they run from place to place

in Buffalo
we saw two people sitting by the street
panhandlers

whaddayaknow

the Canadian flag here is slightly lower than the flag of the United States of America
Good old America

I sip my cherry flavored drink
this hamburger tastes good

We saw the Niagara Falls
We went on the boat
heard the roar

We went to Canada O Canada
saw the horseshoe
which was nice

Boston good old Boston
we saw the penguins in the water park
dancing away like little stars

I saw the shark
all of a sudden it appeared from nowhere
while I was looking at the tortoise
and the fish

I listened to "Disarm"
I listened to you
telling me sweet little stories
I listened to the radio
I watched a video
I got me a DVD even
I have it alright now

In this mess that we call life
in this chaos
there is the thin red line
the quiet voice
which says: fear not

I sit on the balcony
in tears
all this after all these years
I think in rhyme
toss me another dime

The only thing I can't run away from is myself
I look into the mirror and see
a man almost thirty three minus two
still got the blues
you bought yourself new shoes
I stand up now
on my very own two feet
like a man
should

take this pain from me
God
I can't take this
I can't fake this anymore

Confusion spreads out like a blanket over me
just say yes or no
please
say please
she will never say please come back
she will say please stand still in your box
in your distant corner
heart shaped boxes come in many sizes
or is this box shaped by memories only
memories that I will soon forget
all this I will soon forget

Finland - the land of sweet bitterness
stubborn folk
I bang my head on this wall
once again
it hurts
it's the Great Wall of China it's the Wall of Berlin
up once again

This feels so stupid but I need to say all this
let it all out now
I wait until the wall comes crumbling down
tear down this wall, darling
tear down this wall

God, lift me up when I fall
open up this box
release me
from this prison
I lift these weights at the gym like a prisoner should

I built all these castles of sand
I built all of them on sand
now back on the rock
I stand - not alone
I'm never alone
God you're here with me

I look at all the structures made by man
They will all come crumbling down
Did we go to the Moon
Did we go to Mars
Did we fly to Jupiter and see all the stars

Darling, do you have the "balls" to show some backbone
show me some backbone, honey
stand up like a woman now
you're a woman now, you're living your dream
During that fleeting moment at school
you remember me but soon forget
in the middle of all that noise - sewing machines
you suddenly hear my voice
it says: I love you still
If love were a vending machine I'd go for a re-fill
now
see that little cow, darling,
take this flower
let's go rural
and grow a mural

not all of the native americans are in this canoo
play the didgeridoo
play it loud
play it loud

dance with me

let's go into the woods and forget about all this
I'm from the woods, I'm still in the woods in my head
in the middle of all this city life
I'm a redneck alright

lakeside silence
this pond does not have any fish
they all escaped
to Switzerland
they grew wings
and went to Zurich to work for the local clocksmith
Am I losing it
are you losing it
are we losing it, darling
the grip on something big boys call marriage
darling
the District Court of Helsinki awaits your application

(jämähin nyt tähän sinitaivas aiheeseen)

Clear blue sky
die memory die
all this is a dream
who the fuck are you
who the fuck am I
pardon the French
but what the fuck is this

We never failed
We never even tried
We never failed
We never even tried

You put me in this box
You will never let me out
I'm here, sitting in the corner
Bleeding my heart out
emo kids mow their lawns with apathy
I'm no emo kid
I'm an adult
but it's "fun" to sink in this misery
go down like Titanic

But:

I resist
I resist
self pity

water pit
ahead
I survived
I made it
I will never give up

Cooper
Party Pooper
12 minutes
This is a test
This is the hill
This is the skill
I need
to survive

All this "poetry" is just babbling
our world is filled with  noise
no one hears anyone else's voice
mankind built castles
of sand
on no man's land
we see people fighting
dying
for freedom
freedom to be indebted
for life

I resist
I resist

Ski jumper goes singing
Hemohes skiiers choke on their lies
We never failed
the test
we never even tried

At one point, something inside of me died

Look into the eyes of a cross country skiiers
Her watery eyes reveal the lie
Refusal to answer the questions
says a lot - the silence is deafening

Why am I writing this?
I guess I'm tired of self pity
feeling sorry for myself
that is over for now
no need for it anymore
I lift my chin up
keep my head up
and wait for the body check
what this is not ice hockey
but who cares
I know I don't
all that matters is that I tried
"all I had I gave"